feliz dia del niño

creo ya se cual es mi problema

sara quin, te culpo por mis altas expectativas de la raza humana en general.

not healthy. just... not.

I don’t know. Everything. Living. Smoking.

If alcohol is queen, then tobacco is her consort.

It’s a fond companion for all occasions, a loyal friend through fair weather and foul.

People smoke to celebrate a happy moment, or to hide a bitter regret.

Whether you’re alone or with friends, it’s a joy for all the senses. What lovelier

sight is there than that double row of white cigarettes, lined up like soldiers

on parade and wrapped in silver paper?

I love to touch the pack in my pocket, open it, savor the feel

of the cigarette between my fingers, the paper on my lips,

the taste of tobacco on my tongue. I love to watch the flame spurt up,

love to watch it come closer and closer, filling me with its warmth.

- Luis Buñuel

this words have been like loops inside my head

Now I do as I please, and I lie through my teeth
Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
Should probably feel cheap, but I just feel free
And a little bit empty

- Take It Easy (Love Nothing) Bright Eyes

And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,

And I lie to myself, and say it's for the best.

- It's For The Best, Straylight Run

You're so cute

when you're slurring your speech
But they're closing the bar and they want us to leave

- Crooked Teeth, DCfC

We saw wings that cling and wings that fell

All our time

It's easy to see all these changes for me

But all of these things do not compare

Not anywhere no

Near the way we do

Through all of this life there's you.

-Lady Belles, Timothy Victor

como que me intentan decir algo

hoy estaba en la cafetería capitalista favorita de todos los niños (razones legales me previenen de poner nombres en este blog) cuando salí a disfrutar de un clop mañanero.

justo en ese momento empezó a sonar esta canción de the specials una banda de ska de los 70s :

JA,JA,JA!

Stop your messing around
Better think of your future
Time you straighten right out
Creating problems in town

Rudy
A message to you, Rudy
A message to you

Stop your fooling around
Time you straighten right out
Better think of your future
Else you'll wind up in jail

la vida me manda mensajes.

the future freaks me out.

esta es una lista de las profesiones que me interesan:

1) bartender: ¿puedes decir "trabajo perfecto"?
me gustan los bares.

posible resultado: probablemente en alcohólicos anónimos.

2 taxista: me gusta manejar y conocer gente en situaciones semi-awkwards. ademas imaginen las infinitas posibilidades de hacer cd's para manejar.


posible resultado: artritis.

(así me voy a ver cuando sea taxista)

3) astronauta: mi sueño de la infancia, me rehuso a dejarlo ir aunque temas selectos de física II intente disuadirme.

posible resultado: un día me daría curiosidad ver que pasa realmente si prendes un cerillo en la nave.

4) escritora y/o poeta: tengo una imaginación muy activa. ademas ya vivo una vida de poeta, pretty much.

posible resultado: hambre y depresión. son cosas independientes la una de la otra.

5) pirata: ni siquiera voy a explicar este. ¿por qué alguien NO querría ser pirata?

posible resultado: somalia, creo que es la unica posibilidad hoy en dia. yo-ho!

(así me veré cuando sea pirata)

6) paleontóloga: me gustan los dinosaurios.

posible resultado: todavía me gustan los dinosaurios.

7) los que prueban los videojuegos: una vez leí que esto existía, sigue sonando demasiado bueno para ser verdad pero alguien tiene que hacerlo. también hay gente que prueba helados. eso no estaría mal.

posible resultado: esquizofrenia. en serio, mi mamá tiene un primo que se volvió esquizofrenico por jugar mucho. true story.

8) mariachi: pura cultura mexicana. REPRESENT!

(somos mariachis)

también me gustaría ser pokemaster o jugadora profesional de quidditch. pero eso no es real.

the resolution of frederick james: a short story.

federick james woke up one morning and decided we would, from that moment on, live a life without heartbreak.

he took a cold shower and put on his favourite suit. then, he proceeded to throw away most of his record collection.

he got on the 7.15 bus.

two stops later a subjectively beautiful girl got on the same bus and smiled what was, unbeknownst to him (and her for that matter), her best smile.

one bus stop later frederick james got down and decided buses where no longer his thing.

he took a cab to work, no words spoken to the driver besides the answer to "where to?".

he had an ordinary day at the office. a lot of yes's, and a lot of no's.

when he got home he did a quick google search and discovered that the average life span of a fish held in captivity was 5 years.

paisley, his pet fish was exactly 4 years, 2 months and 17 days old.

"close call!" frederick james figured.

paisley found a new, happy home in little timmy's room, from appartment 4-a.

fast forward 9 months and 13 days, paisley died of a sudden heart attack.

luckily, little timmy was at school and his mother had time to buy an almost identical fish, except slightly redder.

anyways, frederick james had an ordinary week after that first day, and an ordinary month after that first week and, yes, an ordinary year after that first month and so on.

frederick james had an ordinary life.

some would call it boring and pointless. others would say it was nice.

in the will that he wrote but no one read he called it bearable.

cambio de horario: no me gustas.

en otras noticias quiero aprovechar este medio para declarar mi amor incondicional y proponer matrimonio a forrest kline.

(hola. yo soy forrest kline)

he llegado a la conclusión de que lo único que pido en un hombre es mala visión (y por consecuente, buen gusto en lentes), así como nerdiness y habilidad para tocar el ukulele. y ya. es lo único que quiero.

mas pruebas:

me gusta pretender que esta canción es para mi:

to everyone i've ever loved.

1) i am who i am because of you. i owe everything to you.
thank you. i promise i will make it all up to you one day.
they say you can't be my friend and that's because you're so much more.

2) i'm not going to say i'm sorry because i'm pretty fucking sure that i've had more fun

that you ever did in your entire life.

you have the worse sense of humour out of everyone i've ever met.
also, i don't think i can do everything i want. I KNOW.

3) you have more common sense in one finger than i have in my entire body.
i'm sorry you have to look after me because it should be the other way around.
you do things sometimes that leave me speechless. i love you so much and i don't

let you know enough.

4) i seriously don't know what i'd do without you, you're my bestest friend.
you keep me sane and i'm impressed sometimes with how well you know me.
i can't believe how lucky i am to have you.

5 and 6) you guys are like my little brothers. i will always be there for you.

i still don't know why you look up to me so much.

7) i've never quite been able to put into words how i feel towards you.
except that you really do make me happy.
except for the times you make me feel like absolute shit.
but don't worry that's only like, 6.54% of the time.

you're my favourite person in the world. for realz.

8) most of my best memories are with you.
you amaze me. i know you can do anything you want to do and you're going to be great at it. i really fucking love you, and i don't think i say it that often.

9) i still think about you/us sometimes. you seem SO happy, and that makes me happy. srsly.

10) you were great but i need more. and you're quite boring sometimes.

11) i hate to see you so sad all the time because you're one of the smartest, most talented and fascinating people i know. you are gonna go far. i mean it. i'm so proud that i can call you my friend.

12) i know you're always going to be there for me and i hope you know it's like, right back at you gurl! thank you for being so understanding. you're such a good friend.

13) you are one of the nicest, kindest people i've ever met and you always make me feel good about myself. also, you have fantastic taste regarding "the arts".

14 - 20) you guys! this past years have been worth it thanks to you. you make me feel semi-normal. you'll always be with me, no matter where we all end up.

20-24) i can't believe out of anywhere else in the world you ended up here. that's totally like, fate. i had so much fun with you. i miss you.