to everyone i've ever loved.

1) i am who i am because of you. i owe everything to you.
thank you. i promise i will make it all up to you one day.
they say you can't be my friend and that's because you're so much more.

2) i'm not going to say i'm sorry because i'm pretty fucking sure that i've had more fun

that you ever did in your entire life.

you have the worse sense of humour out of everyone i've ever met.
also, i don't think i can do everything i want. I KNOW.

3) you have more common sense in one finger than i have in my entire body.
i'm sorry you have to look after me because it should be the other way around.
you do things sometimes that leave me speechless. i love you so much and i don't

let you know enough.

4) i seriously don't know what i'd do without you, you're my bestest friend.
you keep me sane and i'm impressed sometimes with how well you know me.
i can't believe how lucky i am to have you.

5 and 6) you guys are like my little brothers. i will always be there for you.

i still don't know why you look up to me so much.

7) i've never quite been able to put into words how i feel towards you.
except that you really do make me happy.
except for the times you make me feel like absolute shit.
but don't worry that's only like, 6.54% of the time.

you're my favourite person in the world. for realz.

8) most of my best memories are with you.
you amaze me. i know you can do anything you want to do and you're going to be great at it. i really fucking love you, and i don't think i say it that often.

9) i still think about you/us sometimes. you seem SO happy, and that makes me happy. srsly.

10) you were great but i need more. and you're quite boring sometimes.

11) i hate to see you so sad all the time because you're one of the smartest, most talented and fascinating people i know. you are gonna go far. i mean it. i'm so proud that i can call you my friend.

12) i know you're always going to be there for me and i hope you know it's like, right back at you gurl! thank you for being so understanding. you're such a good friend.

13) you are one of the nicest, kindest people i've ever met and you always make me feel good about myself. also, you have fantastic taste regarding "the arts".

14 - 20) you guys! this past years have been worth it thanks to you. you make me feel semi-normal. you'll always be with me, no matter where we all end up.

20-24) i can't believe out of anywhere else in the world you ended up here. that's totally like, fate. i had so much fun with you. i miss you.