a collection of random thoughts i've had during the week comprehending oct. 7-14. year 2010.

- the new itunes is weird. i don't like it. i want the old one back.

- fuckupfuckfuckup. i'm just a fuckup.

- i like smoothies. today was perfect.

- WHY!?
- i like you. this is good. we're good.
- if the world ended right now i would be so fucked.
- why are they...? what? is that...? holyfuckingshitthat'sstuartmurdoch(!!!!!!!!)

- my sister is funny. i like her.
- stop. looking. at. me. now. stop.
- god, i love beer. i love all the beer.
- maybe it wasn't the MOST brilliant idea ever.
- is it so wrong to eat sandwiches 2 times a day? should i try to make that salad? i don't have honey. shit. sandwich. pasta?
- marry me. right. now.
- joni mitchell, yesyesyess.
- you look different, but nice i guess.
- i am so proud of you.
- seriously? 3 days?
- no, i don't "want" a bike. i need a fucking bike.
- if i have to listen to that song again i will tear my ears out.

- why are you being so nice to me?
- i am so happy right now.

- holy shit! baby hippos look exactly like baby dinosaurs! i want to go to the zoo. crocodiles. alligators? i don't know. is there a diference? i should learn the coreography from the alligator video, that would be funny.

- why do i keep doing this?
- i wouldn't mind being underground for 2 months. if i had food. and water. and an ipod. and a notebook. and a gameboy with batteries. and books. if i had that i could totally be underground for 2 months. maybe just the food and the water and the books. reality.

- oh, hell no.
- stay away from tumblr. but i can't. i love it so much.

- i wish i could dance.
- i hope to god they don't wash the dishes like i wash the dishes.
- die, bus driver. i hope you DIE.

- do you even stoped to think for a second what you're telling me right now means? you're so selfish.

- i never now what to do when something's funny for someone but not for me. should i laugh? i'll laugh. it's to late to laugh now isn't it? i look stupid.
- we. are. so. fucked. everyone. all of us. what is this?
- i hate standing in line. what am i supposed to do with my hands? pockets? sides? panic.
- i don't know. i don't know. i-don't-knowwwwwww.

- this are the best enchiladas i haver ever had. ever. everever. EVER. i could die right now and my life would be complete. like, i would have no regrets cause i ate this. the world could end. i wouldn't care. friends & enchiladas. life's good.

- money. it makes me anxious.
- i am going to be calm. i am going to be "casually indifferent". i can't breathe.
- i wish i could use the phrase "if you want me i'll be on the bar" in real life. like, say it to another human being.
- are people still charmed by poems?
- you're a good friend. i wish you were here more often.
- WHO THE FUCK IS DRINKING MY MILK!?
- i could listen to this record forever. i really could.
- you're not showing up, you're not showing up.
- that's it.
- oh, look. that's pretty. would you like this? is it the right size? ah, fuck it.
- zombie killing spree. dino race. drum machine. what is this place? i don't even. dhfhldhsafjbskfbu. i'm in heaven.
- what is happening right now. i don't get life. i don't get anything.
- Am7b5, Am7b5, Am7b5. where are you. where are youuuu. next page? no. last page? what the..? what the fuck book!? show me the chord!!!!! oh, there it is.