somethings i am

1) small.

both literally and metaphorically speaking, i am small.

sometimes i fell smaller than everything that surrounds me. strangely, it does not scare me.

i am comfortable with this fact.

also, i was not made for heels. like, genetically, i wasn't.

2) earthly.

i am no philosopher, nor i wish to be.

i do not feel the need to understand the secrets of the universe.

i like things that reflect life. movies, music, art.

i like being alive (most of the time) and that's all i can handle for now.

3) simple.

i enjoy the simple things.

a nice cup of coffee and cigarretes. good meals. naps. books. hair.

videogames that may involve zombies. drinking. the smell before rain. sunrises. driving.

making my friends laugh. gummy worms. that feeling after you stop running.

when things get complicated i walk away.

4) emotional

i fought this for the longest time.

but, i am after all an "artistic "being. i hate that word.

i have now accepted and embraced the fact that i have too!many!feelings!

#mindfuck

5) a walking contradiction

i am never sure of anything.

i'm too confident and then too awkward.

do not believe a word i say. not even i do.

i (don't) care.

6) aesthetic's bitch

i like things that suround me to be as beautiful as they can be.

and so far they have been. the music i listen to, the places i go to.

the books i read. my friends, those beautiful motherfuckers.

i like things that feel and look good. it's only human nature and i don't try to fight it.